I cant sleep. The thought of my sister being pregnant fills my mind profoundly. I read, I showered, I even masturbated but nothing helped, I still cant fall asleep. The image of me holding a baby is haunting me and I cant get it out of my head. I look very pretty in my imagination and I seem a very loving mom.
Well, I will not bore you with this craziness. Let me tell you that I am negotiating with my old photographer and he might be back to work with me again, so expect new good material soon.
Love you all,
Sapphire